This is the first time I've posted in months and it feels weird. I feel as if I've fallen off the tech train and have shut myself up in some strange little world. I still check my email every day or two and check Facebook once a week or so and scan Amazon for items for my future house, but otherwise, I've done no posting or internet related things; including abstaining from almost all anime related objects.
I'm not sure what's going on with me to be truthful. Since we've moved back home I just don't feel like I have any direction in my life. My internship is over, but I signed on for another few weeks to assist in the archives. Ate is coming down in a few weeks and maybe that will help, but right now I feel very rudderless.
My garden is pretty much moving along by itself. The caterpillars ate most of my squash plants so I'm thinking I won't get anything from them. The sweet potato vines killed off my cucumbers, but the peppers and tomato plants are making a comeback and I'm hopeful that they will produce fruit. So far the only thing that has fruited are the green beans and the herbs. We got two jalapenos off Dad's plants and a few baby calamansi citrus fruit, but the wild grapes are coming in thick and our cultivated grapes are just about ready, so we'll at least have grape juice & jelly.
Because I don't really feel like I'm contributing anything right now, I've gotten on a weird survivalist kick. I've revamped my emergency kit and added a bunch of new items like a telescoping fishing pole and a headlamp and other items and have stocked up the garage pantry with dry goods, water, and MREs (meals ready to eat). It's not that I think the world is going to end tomorrow, I just want a bit more control over my life and this is an easy way to get it.
We have always had an emergency kit. I think it is intelligent to have something easy to grab for emergencies like hurricanes, earthquakes, and severe storms. Since I grew up with the first issue and then lived with the second for ten years, I know how very important it is to have something organized should you need to go to a shelter or get a flat tire on a rural road. The things I need to do now is organize copies of our important documents and add it to our kit. Sometimes I forget that should another Katrina hit us, all our paperwork might be lost as well, and that is not something I would want to deal with.
I've been struggling with the idea of going back to work as well as getting out of the anime world for a few months now and I don't see an easy solution to either of them. Normally if I felt this way I would go back to school, but I can't do that here with the residency issues, so I'm at a loss as to what I'm supposed to do with my life. I just feel very adrift and it's equal parts frustrating and terrifying.
"We are part of this universe. We are in this universe. The universe is in us. We are star dust. In the highest exalted way. Called by the universe. Reaching out to the universe." ~Neil deGrasse Tyson
Showing posts with label Theory of Everything. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Theory of Everything. Show all posts
Sunday, August 11, 2013
Tech Train Reject
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
AMNH: Cell to Cell Communication Lecture
I feel very disturbed after going to the AMNH SciCafe tonight. I asked if a person's bacteria biome could dictate why that person reacts to different types of medications differently and was told that they don't believe so, but that there is still much they don't know about the interaction between the bacteria and our bodies.
So, I still don't know why I react so violently to modern chemical medications, while herbal ones seem to work and why my system is so weird. I don't know of anyone my age that still consumes as much calcium as I do, or who sleeps to get rid of illness.
My contraction of fifths disease (parvovirus B19) as a child, Epstein-barr virus as an adult, and subsequent partial-paralization and immune issues due to complications from the medicine the doctor prescribed makes me concerned that there were lasting effects that are not normal. Codine, oxicodine, amoxociline, morphine, die-contrast, cigarette smoke, capsicum, onion and garlic oils, etc. They all cause me to have severe allergic reactions, and yet, I don't have the typical autoimmune symptoms like asthma and I no longer have anemia (a meat rich diet kicked that issue), so I don't think I am a 'normal' test case. Is this paranoia or am I on to something? I don't know and it makes me nervous.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Theodore Roosevelt National Park
In 1901, Teddy Roosevelt said in regards to the Badlands of South Dakota and the park named after himself, “We get exactly as much in hunting with the camera as in hunting with the rifle; and of the two, the former is the kind of sport which calls, for the higher degree of skill, patience, resolution, and knowledge of the life history of the animal sought.”
I have a bit of a Theodore Roosevelt crush I guess you could say. He reminds me of a more vigorous version of my father, naturalist, hunter, outdoors man, scientist, preservationist. I have no doubt that if my father had been around when Roosevelt was, and they ever met, Teddy would clasp him hardily on the shoulder and laugh as he drug him onto a horse or train and went exploring.
I'd love to see the Badlands some day. It's on my very long list of places to visit, including Mongolia and the Azores. But for a trip to South Dakota, I'd take my father and go by rail. I think that would be the most appropriate.
I have a bit of a Theodore Roosevelt crush I guess you could say. He reminds me of a more vigorous version of my father, naturalist, hunter, outdoors man, scientist, preservationist. I have no doubt that if my father had been around when Roosevelt was, and they ever met, Teddy would clasp him hardily on the shoulder and laugh as he drug him onto a horse or train and went exploring.
I'd love to see the Badlands some day. It's on my very long list of places to visit, including Mongolia and the Azores. But for a trip to South Dakota, I'd take my father and go by rail. I think that would be the most appropriate.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
The Randomness of my Life
I reserved tickets for us to go to a lecture by Richard Ellis at the AMNH in two weeks about Sharks and tonight we are going to the Scandinavia House to see a concert by and Estonian cappella ensemble called Greip.
o.0
Not really sure how much father I gotta go to be random...oh, I forgot my Grit magazine came in, so I'm reading about chickens on the subway in between essays on the Firefly/Serenity show out of the Finding Serenity book I picked up earlier this week.
Yup, I think I've got 'random' down pat!
Wednesday, February 27, 2013
Auguries of Innocence
The Pickering
Manuscript (Bentley 126.13) "Auguries of Innocence"
~William Blake~
Thy Brother has armd himself in Steel
To avenge the wrongs thy Children feel
But vain the Sword & vain the Bow
They never can work Wars overthrow
The Hermits Prayer & the Widows Tear
Alone can free the World from fear
For a Tear is an Intellectual Thing
And a Sigh is the Sword of an Angel King
And the bitter groan of the Martyrs woe
Is an Arrow from the Almighties Bow
The hand of Vengeance found the Bed
To which the Purple Tyrant fled
The iron hand crushd the Tyrants head
And became a Tyrant in his Stead
Auguries of Innocence
To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour
A Robin Red breast in a Cage
Puts all Heaven in a Rage
A Dove house filld with Doves & Pigeons
Shudders hell thro’ all its regions.
A dog starv’d at his master’s gate
Predicts the ruin of the state.
A horse misused upon the road
Calls to heaven for human blood.
Each outcry of the hunted hare
A fibre from the brain does tear.
A skylark wounded in the wing,
A cherubim does cease to sing.
The game-cock clipt and arm’d for fight
Does the rising sun affright.
Every wolf’s and lion’s howl
Raises from hell a human soul.
The wild deer, wand’ring here and there,
Keeps the human soul from care.
The lamb misus’d breeds public strife,
And yet forgives the butcher’s knife.
The bat that flits at close of eve
Has left the brain that won’t believe.
The owl that calls upon the night
Speaks the unbeliever’s fright.
He who shall hurt the little wren
Shall never be belov’d by men.
He who the ox to wrath has mov’d
Shall never be by woman lov’d.
The wanton boy that kills the fly
Shall feel the spider’s enmity.
He who torments the chafer’s sprite
Weaves a bower in endless night.
The caterpillar on the leaf
Repeats to thee thy mother’s grief.
Kill not the moth nor butterfly,
For the last judgment draweth nigh.
He who shall train the horse to war
Shall never pass the polar bar.
The beggar’s dog and widow’s cat,
Feed them and thou wilt grow fat.
The gnat that sings his summer’s song
Poison gets from slander’s tongue.
The poison of the snake and newt
Is the sweat of envy’s foot.
The poison of the honey bee
Is the artist’s jealousy.
The prince’s robes and beggar’s rags
Are toadstools on the miser’s bags.
A truth that’s told with bad intent
Beats all the lies you can invent.
It is right it should be so;
Man was made for joy and woe;
And when this we rightly know,
Thro’ the world we safely go.
Joy and woe are woven fine,
A clothing for the soul divine.
Under every grief and pine
Runs a joy with silken twine.
The babe is more than swaddling bands;
Throughout all these human lands
Tools were made, and born were hands,
Every farmer understands.
Every tear from every eye
Becomes a babe in eternity;
This is caught by females bright,
And return’d to its own delight.
The bleat, the bark, bellow, and roar,
Are waves that beat on heaven’s shore.
The babe that weeps the rod beneath
Writes revenge in realms of death.
The beggar’s rags, fluttering in air,
Does to rags the heavens tear.
The soldier, arm’d with sword and gun,
Palsied strikes the summer’s sun.
The poor man’s farthing is worth more
Than all the gold on Afric’s shore.
One mite wrung from the lab’rer’s hands
Shall buy and sell the miser’s lands;
Or, if protected from on high,
Does that whole nation sell and buy.
He who mocks the infant’s faith
Shall be mock’d in age and death.
He who shall teach the child to doubt
The rotting grave shall ne’er get out.
He who respects the infant’s faith
Triumphs over hell and death.
The child’s toys and the old man’s reasons
Are the fruits of the two seasons.
The questioner, who sits so sly,
Shall never know how to reply.
He who replies to words of doubt
Doth put the light of knowledge out.
The strongest poison ever known
Came from Caesar’s laurel crown.
Nought can deform the human race
Like to the armour’s iron brace.
When gold and gems adorn the plow,
To peaceful arts shall envy bow.
A riddle, or the cricket’s cry,
Is to doubt a fit reply.
The emmet’s inch and eagle’s mile
Make lame philosophy to smile.
He who doubts from what he sees
Will ne’er believe, do what you please.
If the sun and moon should doubt,
They’d immediately go out.
To be in a passion you good may do,
But no good if a passion is in you.
The whore and gambler, by the state
Licensed, build that nation’s fate.
The harlot’s cry from street to street
Shall weave old England’s winding-sheet.
The winner’s shout, the loser’s curse,
Dance before dead England’s hearse.
Every night and every morn
Some to misery are born,
Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.
Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.
We are led to believe a lie
When we see not thro’ the eye,
Which was born in a night to perish in a night,
When the soul slept in beams of light.
God appears, and God is light,
To those poor souls who dwell in night;
But does a human form display
To those who dwell in realms of day.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
God I look so young!
LOL I watched Tales from the Green Valley today and it made me remember when my parents and I took Civil War reenactment photos. The flowers are to hide my dad's tennis shoes. :) This was 1993 or so I think.
Friday, February 15, 2013
Forever^n
Well, let's see what has been going on since I last posted...I guess the main thing is that we were both let-go from our jobs. I'm 'transitioning' my work for another month, but P has been out of it completely since mid January. We've been dealing with a bunch of health issues too, so that's been taking up a lot of our time.
On the positive side though, we've gone to the AMNH twice: once for a tour during regular hours and once for an after-hours members only showing of some of the more popular sections of the museum. I've also started another COURSERA class: Astrobiology and the Search for Extraterrestrial Life. hehe I'm taking a class on ET, fab! It's through the University of Edinburgh and actually is more about Interplanetary Life Systems than anything else. Right now we're working on why life developed on Earth in the first place. We'll move outward to other worlds after finishing this section.
We may end up going home instead of staying here, so I'm trying to decide on next steps for us. I really don't want to work in my current field anymore and am considering going back to school for my Masters. I'd like to do Anthropology with a concentration with Historic Agricultural Preservation (i.e. preserving heritage animal and plant breeds as well as farming practices). Since that particular degree isn't offered anywhere, I'm trying to find a combination of classes/internships/volunteer positions that I can use to simulate the degree.
I haven't even left yet and I've already submitted the volunteer form and taken the online training for the local county organization back home. :) There are two really awesome locations I'd love to work at, one's a nature preserve and one is a historical preservation site. Both are amazing to visit and if I could end up working there as a volunteer or intern for a few months before finding work or going back to school, I'd be a lot happier.
Other than that, I'm just tired. There's so much to do at work and home and honestly, I'm going to need at least a month off just to get the house organized and packed. At least when we go home I'll be able to sleep without hearing ambulances and car horns, and see the stars. That would be lovely!
On the positive side though, we've gone to the AMNH twice: once for a tour during regular hours and once for an after-hours members only showing of some of the more popular sections of the museum. I've also started another COURSERA class: Astrobiology and the Search for Extraterrestrial Life. hehe I'm taking a class on ET, fab! It's through the University of Edinburgh and actually is more about Interplanetary Life Systems than anything else. Right now we're working on why life developed on Earth in the first place. We'll move outward to other worlds after finishing this section.
We may end up going home instead of staying here, so I'm trying to decide on next steps for us. I really don't want to work in my current field anymore and am considering going back to school for my Masters. I'd like to do Anthropology with a concentration with Historic Agricultural Preservation (i.e. preserving heritage animal and plant breeds as well as farming practices). Since that particular degree isn't offered anywhere, I'm trying to find a combination of classes/internships/volunteer positions that I can use to simulate the degree.
I haven't even left yet and I've already submitted the volunteer form and taken the online training for the local county organization back home. :) There are two really awesome locations I'd love to work at, one's a nature preserve and one is a historical preservation site. Both are amazing to visit and if I could end up working there as a volunteer or intern for a few months before finding work or going back to school, I'd be a lot happier.
Other than that, I'm just tired. There's so much to do at work and home and honestly, I'm going to need at least a month off just to get the house organized and packed. At least when we go home I'll be able to sleep without hearing ambulances and car horns, and see the stars. That would be lovely!
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Let us all UNITE!!
Lyrics:
I'm sorry, but I don't want to be an emperor, that's not my business. I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible - Jew, gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another, human beings are like that. In this world there is room for everyone, and the good earth is rich, and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful. But we have lost the way.
Greed has poisoned men's souls
Has barricaded the world with hate
We think too much and feel too little
More than machinery, we need humanity
More than cleverness, we need kindness
Without these qualities life would be violent
And all would be lost
Do not despair
The hate of men will pass
And dictators die
And the power they took from the people
Will return to the people
Let us all unite!
Let us fight for a new world
To do away with greed
Now let us fight to free the world
To fulfill that promise
Let us all unite!
Soldiers, don't give yourselves to brutes
Men who despise you enslave you
Tell you what to do, what to think and what to feel
Who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle
Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men
Machine men with machine minds and machine hearts
You are not machines
You are men
You the people have the power
To make this life free and beautiful
Let us use that power
To make this life a wonderful adventure
Let us all unite! Let us fight for a new world
To do away with greed
Now let us fight to free the world
To fulfill that promise
Let us all unite!
Let us fight for a new world
To do away with greed
A world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness
Do not despair
The hate of men will pass
And dictators die
And the power they took from the people
Will return to the people
Let us all unite!
A bullet of a different kind
I reorganized my freezer last night. That might not seem very significant, but it was what I was putting away that is a bit unusual. Seeds. I store seeds in the freezer in bags designed to protect guns and ammo. I try and bag each collection of seeds in a regular ziploc first, and then place the ziplocs in the Zcorr ammo bags. The double lined bags provide excellent protection against moisture and ice crystals forming.
The Zcorr bags come in several sizes, but I like the ones aimed for holding pistols as you can get a goodly number of small seed bags and even some of the larger 4 inch bags in them.
As I was closing the freezer door I realized that these seeds really were bullets of a different kind. They will one day protect us and feed us just like real bullets would. I'm pretty sure the manufacturer wasn't thinking of storing seeds in their bags, but to me, these seeds are just as valuable and necessary at protecting the future of my family as any bullet made of copper or lead.
Friday, December 14, 2012
SouleMama Inspiration
I wanted to note a blog that is giving me more inspiration than ever. SouleMama is a happy point in my day where I get to smile and go, "That's the type of mom I want to become/family dynamic I want to promote!" She's always upbeat and positive on the site and even though I don't knit, I love the projects she shows.
Maybe when I get time to actually see straight I'll be able to think about learning to knit. Or sew. Both would be very cool. :)
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Pure Awesomness
Finding eco-friendly products aren't hard, but finding good ones are. We're slowly transitioning to a more environmentally friendly/sustainable household, and these shoes are top of my wish list. We've switched a lot of our personal care/cleaning products already, but I love finding new items like these to try.
Another neat product (and a lot more $-friendly) is ology Bath tissue. Made from sugarcane husk and bamboo it's even septic safe. Pretty cool imo.
Another neat product (and a lot more $-friendly) is ology Bath tissue. Made from sugarcane husk and bamboo it's even septic safe. Pretty cool imo.
Friday, November 16, 2012
Prayer flags of a different kind
My cousins stopped by my parents' house a few days ago and dropped off several boxes of baby clothes for me. I don't have kids yet, but their thoughtfulness reminded me that I am inextricably connected to my family, even if we don't talk very much or see each other very often. These are people I never really talked to (mainly due to personality and age difference) growing up, but was always around at holidays and family get-togethers. These are people who I couldn't stand until we were all older, wiser, and had started our own families.
I find it weirdly fascinating that if it wasn't for Facebook, I probably wouldn't have as good of a relationship with them as I have. I loved them because they were blood, but I didn't know them, or get along with them due to life experiences. Now I do both. Sure, we still don't talk or hang out very often, maybe once or twice a year during family visits, but I can see what's happening in their lives via social media and things like these--they show a mindfulness that probably wouldn't have been there a dozen years ago. It's probably the only thing I am grateful to the internet for; making family as close as a click-stroke away.
As for the clothes...well, I guess it's a good thing my family tends toward having girls over boys. I just hope she likes pink! :)
*Title totally stolen from my mom. ;)
Monday, November 12, 2012
Thursday, November 8, 2012
1 minute to change your life
Snow, Slush, and Vampire Bats
On top of Hurricane Sandy (which screwed up the subways, but nothing else in our area), yesterday we got several inches of snow which promptly turned into slush and then ice. These are from my morning walk to the subway. See all the broken branches?
Saturday is my trip to the museum. I'm going to see 2 IMAX showings (Creatures of Light and Flying Monsters) and the Bat exhibition. Not sure if P will be coming or not just yet. Depends on work.
And Bram Stoker (Dracula) was born today. That kinda makes me giggle when I think of the bats on Saturday. :)
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Through the looking glass
Have I mentioned that we really like the look and feel of living in a yurt? I don't think that's come up on this blog before. A yurt, for those who may not have heard of this before, is a semi-permanent tent-like dwelling popular in Mongolia (called a 'ger' there). In the U.S. the largest market size you can buy is a 30' which gives you about 700 sq ft. Around the size of a one-bedroom apartment. The peaked conical roof typically measures 13' and the walls are about 7' tall. Most people set-up a small loft to sleep in or use as a storage or extra living room.
We like the yurt because it allows us to blend into the natural world around us. It also, theoretically, can be moved to a different area if need be. If you leave it completely open this is much easier to do, but we are thinking of putting in walls and a proper bath/toilet and kitchen, which makes moving it more difficult. You can be completely off the grid with them very easily. They lend themselves very well to composting toilets and outdoor/separate shower and kitchen facilities.
I think, for our purposes, if we do end up getting a yurt, we will need two of them, a large 30' and a smaller, maybe 16' one for a work space/kid's room (for when they get big enough to have their own room). I found this deck design that I really like because it mimics the feeling of nature. What do you think?
We like the yurt because it allows us to blend into the natural world around us. It also, theoretically, can be moved to a different area if need be. If you leave it completely open this is much easier to do, but we are thinking of putting in walls and a proper bath/toilet and kitchen, which makes moving it more difficult. You can be completely off the grid with them very easily. They lend themselves very well to composting toilets and outdoor/separate shower and kitchen facilities.
I think, for our purposes, if we do end up getting a yurt, we will need two of them, a large 30' and a smaller, maybe 16' one for a work space/kid's room (for when they get big enough to have their own room). I found this deck design that I really like because it mimics the feeling of nature. What do you think?
If we end up in a warm climate (i.e. no-snow area) we have decided we will get one with a 'solar skylight' or 'solar arch' to allow even more natural light in to the yurt. If the roofing material was not a plastic/cloth style, I would prefer a see-through arch, but I'm nervous of damage to the roof if that was the case.
As you can see, it's not quite sea-through, but if you leave the dome as clear instead of tinted, you can view the night sky through there, which is pretty amazing. Add in glass windows at each of the cardinal points and you will get quite a bit of sun-light during the day. You really do have to go minimalist in one of these though, or have clever storage spaces built in to your furniture, as the space can get very cluttered very quickly. Space will be are biggest challenge, as we have a lot of things, mainly books, computer and kitchen equipment.
Change of scenery
I'm not really sure how to start this post, or where I want it to go for that matter. I'm just going to start typing and if it goes side-ways at any point, please forgive me.
My parents have two Pomeranians and have recently switched them to a raw foods diet due to health concerns. In a few weeks most of their respiratory problems have disappeared and they are starting to loose a bit of the fat that canned/bagged dog food (and too much snacking) has deposited on them. These are all good things.
Myself a proponent of Natural Rearing, the inquiry into the dogs health concerns sent me back to my copy of The Complete Herbal Handbook For Farm And Stable by Juliette de Bairacli Levy. Like any medical book, one needs to ask proactive questions and do research to make sure what you are reading is accurate. Personally, I scan 4-5 medical and non-medical websites and any of my other herbal books to cross check before enacting a medical plan. It is due diligence and one should not be remiss in this step. It is cheaper to spend an extra half-hour checking than hours and monies paying for a mistake.
The thing about homeopathic medicine is that it really puts the onus on the individual to manage their own well-being. If you are lazy about your research, your results will fail and potentially make you sicker. I use herbs for health all the time, but that is because my body chemistry rejects modern medicine. On the contrary, my father can only take one or two herbs, as his body chemistry is more acclimated to modern pharmaceutical drugs. It is all about knowing yourself and your bodies' preferences.
For example, if I am getting sick, I sleep. Sleep normally fixes most of my issues within a day or two. More serious concerns for me are debilitating migraines that are typically caused by atmospheric pressure changes. I suffered very few when we lived in San Francisco due to the lack of rain, on the other hand, since we moved to New York, I get them at least once a month. Some of it is also due to eye strain from fluorescent lights and computer usage. I understand this, so I tend to prefer darker rooms and more natural light settings. Nature knows how to diffuse light through trees, good sunglasses and a broad-rimmed hat help in areas of openness.
Part of knowing yourself, in my opinion, is also knowing your own failings and strengths. I tend to eat too much meat and sugar, I know this, and am working on adding more greens to our diet and only eating natural sweet products like fruit, versus processed items like chocolate. You can't go cold turkey though, or at least I can't. I find if it's not in the house, I'm too lazy to go out an buy it, so I try not to have soda or chocolate in the house. It kinda works. I also know though, that if I'm craving something weird, like chips or popcorn, it's probably an imbalance in my diet, in this case, a lack of salt (I don't cook with salt or pepper normally). Oddly enough, a pickle typically satiates the craving.
Overall I think you just have to actively watch what you eat and drink and how you generally live. I know if I don't sleep most of the weekend, I'm absolutely useless at work on Monday. Likewise, if I'm exceptionally irritable for several days running, it's time I got out of the city and sat in a park or went to the farm and got my monthly dose of 'nature'. The fact that there are so many health problems now-a-days compared to a hundred years ago, I think, corresponds directly to our lack of green spaces. I was much better when we lived in Florida or California, because every day I was outside for at least an hour, typically many more, and I tended to visit farms and shop organic farmers markets in California. Our food was definitely healthier out there.
I'm not saying I want to move back and more than likely we never will, but I will miss the "proper" food I was able to purchase. Until we have our own farm at least, then I should be all set.
On a completely different matter...
Bear Totem: Industrious, instinctive, healing, power, sovereignty, guardian of the world, watcher, courage, will power, self-preservation, introspection, and great strength.
My husband thinks I'm a bear totem as I like to hibernate in bed during the winter. :)
Raw food diet for pets:
My parents have two Pomeranians and have recently switched them to a raw foods diet due to health concerns. In a few weeks most of their respiratory problems have disappeared and they are starting to loose a bit of the fat that canned/bagged dog food (and too much snacking) has deposited on them. These are all good things.
Myself a proponent of Natural Rearing, the inquiry into the dogs health concerns sent me back to my copy of The Complete Herbal Handbook For Farm And Stable by Juliette de Bairacli Levy. Like any medical book, one needs to ask proactive questions and do research to make sure what you are reading is accurate. Personally, I scan 4-5 medical and non-medical websites and any of my other herbal books to cross check before enacting a medical plan. It is due diligence and one should not be remiss in this step. It is cheaper to spend an extra half-hour checking than hours and monies paying for a mistake.
The thing about homeopathic medicine is that it really puts the onus on the individual to manage their own well-being. If you are lazy about your research, your results will fail and potentially make you sicker. I use herbs for health all the time, but that is because my body chemistry rejects modern medicine. On the contrary, my father can only take one or two herbs, as his body chemistry is more acclimated to modern pharmaceutical drugs. It is all about knowing yourself and your bodies' preferences.
For example, if I am getting sick, I sleep. Sleep normally fixes most of my issues within a day or two. More serious concerns for me are debilitating migraines that are typically caused by atmospheric pressure changes. I suffered very few when we lived in San Francisco due to the lack of rain, on the other hand, since we moved to New York, I get them at least once a month. Some of it is also due to eye strain from fluorescent lights and computer usage. I understand this, so I tend to prefer darker rooms and more natural light settings. Nature knows how to diffuse light through trees, good sunglasses and a broad-rimmed hat help in areas of openness.
Part of knowing yourself, in my opinion, is also knowing your own failings and strengths. I tend to eat too much meat and sugar, I know this, and am working on adding more greens to our diet and only eating natural sweet products like fruit, versus processed items like chocolate. You can't go cold turkey though, or at least I can't. I find if it's not in the house, I'm too lazy to go out an buy it, so I try not to have soda or chocolate in the house. It kinda works. I also know though, that if I'm craving something weird, like chips or popcorn, it's probably an imbalance in my diet, in this case, a lack of salt (I don't cook with salt or pepper normally). Oddly enough, a pickle typically satiates the craving.
Overall I think you just have to actively watch what you eat and drink and how you generally live. I know if I don't sleep most of the weekend, I'm absolutely useless at work on Monday. Likewise, if I'm exceptionally irritable for several days running, it's time I got out of the city and sat in a park or went to the farm and got my monthly dose of 'nature'. The fact that there are so many health problems now-a-days compared to a hundred years ago, I think, corresponds directly to our lack of green spaces. I was much better when we lived in Florida or California, because every day I was outside for at least an hour, typically many more, and I tended to visit farms and shop organic farmers markets in California. Our food was definitely healthier out there.
I'm not saying I want to move back and more than likely we never will, but I will miss the "proper" food I was able to purchase. Until we have our own farm at least, then I should be all set.
On a completely different matter...
Totems-What animal are you?
Bear Totem: Industrious, instinctive, healing, power, sovereignty, guardian of the world, watcher, courage, will power, self-preservation, introspection, and great strength.
My husband thinks I'm a bear totem as I like to hibernate in bed during the winter. :)
Monday, October 8, 2012
I'm thinking of trying this...
What do you think ladies? Anyone want to try it with me?
Monday, September 24, 2012
Green-blooded hobgoblin
I found this rendition of the Tri-D chess board online which I think is very cool. Maybe one day I can convince dad to help me make it, that would rock.
I also finally found this map of the Star Trek Quadrants, which gave me all sorts of confusion growing up. At least they were realistic about how long it would take to get places, even if the physics doesn't work just yet.
And finally, the only reason I'm still slightly sane right now...
That's right, I bought it. I bought it and I'm happy about it because *gasp* the dang thing worked right out of the box! *insert sarcasm here* Amazing.
It's a not so lovely day in the neighborhood.
Okay, so these may be a bit extreme, but they categorize how I feel today. P ate my lunch last night so I had to go out to eat and the food was off or something. I threw most of $11 out. It's been one thing after another at work and I haven't been able to do my real work. If I have one more stupidly retentive question about something that if the person took an extra 2 secs to review would never need to be asked, I'm going to scream. And to top off everything, an order I've been super excited about receiving is partially ruined because some idiot in Customs stapled the damn ends on the tube. Oh yeah, I also have two homework assignments I haven't done yet that are due as well.
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